You feel faint and giddy....you run to the toilet only to realise it was full...you cant take it any longer...you run up to the second floor...you aim...the toilet..however...people took their time to walk....you cant cut through...when you finally pass them and into the toilet you go...had to look for the toilet with toilet roll!!!out of 5 cubicle...only 2 had rolls in them...to make matters worse..when i was prepared to puke...two kids ran to the cubicle next to mine and started making alot of noise...but i calmed them down with my puke...instant silence...thank goodness i took a delifrance bag with me..after a few throw ups...i replied to Aiman's sms...then the puking started again..*puke came out through my nose too..interesting...*....all the chicken rice and hot chocolate..filled half of the delifrance plastic bag..i felt my heart and my tummy tighten...it was very painful...*i think i can get 6 pacs by puking like that everyday*...half an hour in the toilet...haha..dragged myself back down to work...with that pale face..i could smell the puke...but no one else seemed to smell it...thank goodness.

Balancing a round plate on a ball, if you dump everything in life on one part of the plate...the plate topples...but if you even everything out on the plate..the plate stays as it is. That is what I learn today, and I'm glad i learnt it. I would give everyone in the world a great big hug if it would make any day better, I would cry with a friend if my friend is feeling sad and then I will make that friend smile again. I would pray for everyone's health and well being because without them, I would be nothing. I will look into your eye and remember you, because,what if there was no tomorrow? Would I regret not doing what I wanted to do? Or say to you? I would smile at every nasty customers to make their day, and I would work hard for the people who want to but can't, I will take in all the yellings, I will endure the pain and I will still look up to you because life, it is the best thing that has ever been given to me.

I need a place where I can unwind, breathe and relax. There are many things in life which I may not understand, things that may seem unfair, things that may be slapped into your face, families or relatives that may seem to look down on you, but, there is one thing I realise from here..everything has a "may"..or a "seem" which means, it could possibly be wrong..here's a quote from a book I really like," Pretend that every event in your life has a purpose and your disappointments will have a purpose. Every "disaster" in your life is not so much " a disaster" as a situation waiting for you to change your mind about it. We are not here to be punished. We are here to be educated." Happiness comes from concentrating on what you have. not on what is missing. You make the choice to be happy first. Happiness is a daily decision.