I have to admit I feel very neglected, there are so many things I want to share with you, but, you and me, we never had time..what if there was no tomorrow? I would regret not letting you know, but would you regret not spending quality time with me? I may seem like i'm alright with everything, but deep down, I feel hurt, pain, anger and stressed, I have never regretted my decision to be there for you..yes it took time for me to give you the answer once, but when i finally gave you the answer, it was only when I knew I was ready. I don't really know who you are now, but i remembered very clearly you said it takes two hands to clap, do you feel what I feel? I know you are busy, you always bring me down and up again, I don't know if it is just me, am I too stressed or is it the other way, I really need a hug from you now, like the hug you gave me last year, that same intensity in the air, the same feeling in each other, the barrier being broken, the sudden painful joy, the tears flowing, everyone around us disappearing and then it was only two of us? A promise is a promise, I'm still keeping it in my heart, I will be there for you, I will.