Daddy dearest,what happened to the daddy dearest whom i have always looked up to?is it so hard to love your family?Mummy sweetest,what happened to the strong woman who was there for me all the time?You don't have to let daddy dearest pull you down anymore.I may seem like I don't care about anything that is happening,but deep down,I'm very hurt,sometimes...the things the two of you do,makes me wonder.I do sometimes dread coming home,I rather choose to free my mind of this disgusting attitude.No,don't get me wrong,i do love the two of you very much,is just that,you have both disappointed me in many ways,I just want to ask, where is happily ever after?Mummy sweetest,I know you are angry with dad,I really do,and you have to juggle with so many other things,but for me to be who i am today,it's not your fault or his fault,it is what i have chose to be,and i do not side anyone,I'm just saying what i think is right,the moment i put that phone down,i was stabbed in my heart umpteen times..What ever the two of you have decided to do,i respect your decision,but, i have the rights to tell you what i feel.

Another day at school,wasn't feeling too good,tummy ache...it is more of..."The day i felt like a pregnant woman"But those people around me...kinda made my day,(except for the part where to friends had a disagreement)I do wish that they could be friendly friends to each other...I'm not siding anyone...I like them both the same,oh well,everything happens for a reason,I hope that they realised what they needed to according to that situation..I feel so weak...goodness...all i can say is...smile and the world would smile with you..I eat beef fried rice for lunch...(and got nagged at from this two uncles saying that i shouldn't eat that when im sick....)i should have listened to them...because i found two splinters in my rice...not because it was fried..

Went to work after singing class..quite tired...but i saw her smile...It brightened my evening...hehe(im on cloud 9!!!!)anyway...im too tired to continue...I wishing for a happier day ahead...