Well,another day at work,another day of misery
all you had to do was to make me all fury.
I hated my 17th and 18th birthday,
is there more i should say?
What should my piorities be
I still give my respects to thee.

It's so frustrating when you have to choose between this option and that,all i needed was a simple little smile and a bonus hug,that would all make my day.You made me cry,i didn't show,cause all you would say was just too hurting.i had a minor asthma,you may not have realised,but then again why should you?The fuck face was there...speaking in malay,and remember the rules?I know you are stressed,but i ain't any miserable robot,working with no life.It's sad when you are gifted to read people's face,you know you are one of my top piorities and you will stay there.(And it's not going to change even if the world was to end)And im not trying to imply that im the victim here,just a victim of confusion

Lies,lies and more lies,this earth is filled with cruel lies.If only this action and word of lie didn't exist.It may be more hurtful for some,but at least we would be sure of our next path.

I feel so bad,hurting my mum by saying I hate my life,i don't really hate it,i'm just in a very confused stage where I can't step forward.


I'm in need of a big hug or a caring thought,I seriously need it,badly.