Oh my...i feel so bad...

I was chatting with a lesbian friend of mine..and then she kind of ask me...how long have i been attached...and i lied to her...i said....2 years..or was it 3..cant remember la...well....i mean...she wants to find a gf...and i was afraid that she would like me...so i hope that...by saying im attached for 2 years or 3...her hopes are gone for me....i did say...i will help her find a gf...aiyo....i feel so guilty lying...i should have just told her im not interested in her...which would be telling the truth..but hurting her feelings...so i guess...telling her that white lie is ok la...thank goodness....only Lynda knows who i have the tingle for....and i hope she doesn't tell anyone...or else...............