Recently...i have been experiencing short tempers...i get so angry so easily..and some people just have to make it worst..

Just now...i settled my troubled self in nature...it was very relaxing despite the extreme heat...i took out the MP3....and remembered i brought 2 books out in the morning with me...i didn't know why i brought it out in the first place..it was about A life worth living ....i took it out and read it...it really cooled me off...i had thought of smoking and drinking...i was on the verge of starting....was likely because of some bad influence..but lets not start blaming others or start naming them..wat went through my mind was...since these people smoke and drink because of stress....maybe i should try it....but then again...the back of my head...though the voice is faint..it was a willing and understanding voice that made me want to listen...."Why smoke and drink..do u think that it could really take away your stress?why do these to your body...it's also the temple of god"

Smoking and drinking came to my mind twice within 24 hours..but every time i wanted to continue...that voice keeps coming up..I dun have anyone to turn to and tell my inside problems...it always turn out angering that person i talk to...that is why i have always kept things to myself...i tried to open up...telling again...but after that day and today...i think i will go back to where i belong...i thank the voice

Jesus,i am a very confused soul,please help and guide me into the right path..all to thee my precious saviour...i surrender all...my mind is cleared...im only listening to you..i give you my heart but not my heart because you are in my heart...my ear hears evil...my heart hears you...show me the way

And dear lord jesus...please help a friend of mine who do not understand you...bless her with your precious blood....give her the strength to believe in you..i know you can't make her have faith in you but i know she will have faith in you...please guide her and heal her...i will give anything to make her well again